The day is just starting and i´m already having a crappy one... it looks like everything is gonna suck for the rest of the day and the thought of it makes me mad already... Even more, this morning when i was leaving my house, i remembered i have to find something, ANYTHING to do starting from a week from now or i´ll go crazy and cranky for every minute spent in there... I cannot stand it, it´s a pig`s pen, everything´s a freaking disaster and dirty and scatter everywhere... it´s an abandoned house, and the sad part is that there are 2 more persons living there that just don´t give a s**... And no, i'm probably not making any sense right now but it`s ok... it`s not an informative post, is just another mind-purge post... i hate this... i hate this freaking roller coaster... i need to stop thinking, i just want to relax and be happy.... isn´t that what we all want??
I'm at work right now, but my boss hasn't arrived yet and i'm just sitting here wasting my time, cool huh? bah... free time lets my mind wonder around, and when it does that, all the problems come back.... and no, they're not a product of my imagination, they're very real, i just try not to think about them throught the day but when i'm busy... but i'm not busy right now.
I'm tired, sick and tired of crappy days like this, i need my good days back, i used to have them but not anymore... i need help i guess or hope or something that makes all this worthwhile....
I'm sorry, i know you have problems too and they're probably more important than mine but, i'm just having a bad bad bad day... and it hasn't even started yet... great
See ya.
